Sometimes when I look outside my window and I am alone I think about him and I ask myself "why", "what the hell went wrong?". Somehow I still can't believe that we are over, I still feel like shit when you don't kiss me goodbye. I'm not saying that my life is over but I long for that life we lived. Sadly I do know why it ended. You've moved on from me, so why am I having such a hard time moving on from you. I guess I still believe in a you and me. I guess I feel angered that you opted to take a bow during our most challenging of times. There was another - I knew it all along. You looked for love elsewhere just when things between us got a bit stale. I am not going to say I was perfect - but I tried to make you feel special ... did I fail?. Was I a lousy lover?. Sometimes I just can't solve the reasons why wer'e no more and yet we still see each other every day. Love does not leave . . . so why did you leave me?. I just can't solve the riddle because I love you.
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