Breathe

Grandma Died, Jonathan Left me, Minnie is gone. Can't handle much more. I miss them all. I layed my grandma to rest and Jonathan showed up. I layed my cat to rest and he called me. This man who I love, this man I long for. A grandma I love, a grandma I can't ket go of. Is the lesson here in letting it go?. Why let go when it made us feel good and it was taken away from us as fast as it came. So how do we let them go?. So how do we go on with out them?. How do we know what they are thinking while down the street or in heaven?. So how do I move on ? . . . I can't breathe today. Today I miss it all.